Sunday, July 29, 2007

Last two weeks of camp

Well I'm on my last two weeks of camp here and I'm excited. I don't have a cabin but that is fine because I get to do many other things here at camp that I can't do with a cabin. It is more my style. I was in a great mood today, I'm convinced it was a God thing because I woke up in the morning upset that it was raining... again. I had a little talk with God first thing and after that I was joyful for the rest of the day. Now though I am frustrated. I seem to have lost touch with some friends I had at the beginning of camp in turn I have made some new ones. It makes me sad that I cannot keep up all of my relationships here at camp. However that is the way camp goes. Not enough time for everything. I have completely lost touch with my friend who brought me here and I don't know if she wants to fix our relationship. I want to talk to her and have told her that but it is up to her when of if we talk. It is up to me not to dwell on the negative and to focus on the positive and feed on the joy that God has given me in Christ. I owe this life to the LORD and I should start acting accordingly, praising His name for each breath of life I am given. I need to work on being a servant again and giving myself for the benefit of others to show them Christ's love. LORD please work through me these last two weeks. Amen

Saturday, July 7, 2007

So I've been thinking

So I've been thinking well it was just a passing thought that has kinda stuck in the back of my mind today. That is that I might want to go to Seminary to become a pastor. I gave the message for the Sunday Service we have at camp and I think it came out good and I think people got something from it. It was fun working up a message and then delivering it. Also the knowledge I would gain at Seminary, the understanding of the original Greek and Hebrew would be awesome. I think that we forget about how some of the meaning remains hidden in a translation and how limited certain words are in our language. Anywho I feel like God is teaching me to lead and I don't know where this will lead. God will give me strength.